heartache
idiot.
ik you will never read this so I can be as sad and cringe as I want here
I wish I got to ask you what you meant by “white coffee” so I could surprise you with that
I never got to ask “was it your bestie who swore she would never get married that you were being a bridesmaid for”
our bet on the directory of the mall near your place will forever go uncollected
ik I said I don’t blame you and I don’t but I’m honestly just a bit confused
like in what world do you yap with someone everyday and not @ least be willing to go on one date with them?
is my view of emotional intimacy fucked up now? I honestly don’t think so
anyway ik it was my bad for getting drawn into this (both the first time and now)
but it ends here